I've been thinking a lot recently about some of the things I've been wanting to do, art wise, and other things I've been working on. Namely, the manga I only half completed. I'm kind of stuck between really liking it for its quirkiness and fun characters and hating it because a lot of it is sloppily done. I want to finish it, and I don't want to. I haven't totally decided yet, but its getting to the point where its been too long. I did the same thing with the last little comic I did. Left it for ages than finished it in a rush. At the same time I think, well who cares if it sucks, its great practice and I've improved so much. Then I go into the whole need to improve thing. Especially with anatomy. The problem with me and anatomy is that I have a lot of knowledge about it, I know all the different proportions, how the joints work, a good idea of the muscles and all that, but its all in my head. Getting the knowledge from your head onto a piece of paper is not so easy. Obviously this requires practice and patience, but I'm kind of in a stage where I'm good enough to make something looks good while being anatomically incorrect so I'm too lazy to put the effort into laying a good foundation for the picture.
I'm working on changing that and my tulips and fish fountain pictures are both signs of that. I drew sketches, planned the colors, laid everything out in pencil beforehand, the works. I want to continue in that direction. Also, I've recently become to lazy to do the flipping the pic around trick to find all the flaws. I don't need it as much as I used to, but it would seriously help me.
Then there's this project I want to start. I'm thinking if I finish the comic I'm working on I'd be ready for the next one. I've put a lot of thought and effort into it, and more importantly, written down everything so nothing is forgotten. Hopefully Felix and Chloe will finally come to life.
Phew, that feels better.
